Update on Firesky October 10, 2012

They want Fire Sky in the hospital and if she goes, she'll just become another experiment. She's very ill, throwing up, can't breathe, high fever, the doctors said they can't fix her, only put her on oxygen and make her passing less painful. She no longer has a voice but checks for my daily emails. She asked me if it was a normal human emotion to feel fear? In all the time I've known her, this was one emotion she never had. She was always fearless. She wishes I were there with her and so do I. Oh so do I. Even if all I could do is to hold her and tell her she is greatly loved. My heart is with her, always, always, always.

She had just begun her transformation when they swooped down and directly sprayed her, now she must go through what we have all had to go through. I pray she breaks through the grid that has trapped us all here. I'm sure she will... She must!

I begged her to drink a tsp of baking soda in water twice daily for the next 2 weeks to flush out the metals and have someone get her molasses for flavor and the vitamins it has that her body needs.

She told me, they have always tested on humans that are Rh- and tortured them. This includes the elite, who are not just puppets but the experiment. The shadow government who work on them are not reptilian but a mixture of reptilian and insect and from the outside moving in, their lights were consumed. They cannot tolerate the surface atmosphere here, as it is and are preparing it for minimal problems to themselves when they surface and maximize our inability to stand against them. The culling has already begun. We humans are just too dumb to know what's hitting us.

With alien wars on the horizon, we won't know who's friend or foe but does it matter? Our handlers don't want us all dead, just controllable. After all, they need to eat and the great harvest is on our doorsteps. What is that stench in the air? They anticipate our fear and yet, they are making monumental mistakes in their excitement. They are visibly drooling.

Inner earth is not the home of the shadow government. They reside between our two worlds. Their signature is destruction for they believe this is the path to being complete. How can they know anything beautiful and good if they have none of it left within them? All that is within them is this addiction to destroy and humans are an extension of this, in physical form to manifest this destruction by our warring. Our crystalline lights are being consumed but a few chosen will be left alone, allowed to seed the next crop.

I am weary of all this warring, destruction and death. What choice is left for the Creators of Worlds? Most humans continue to argue over who will be the next government to lead them to the promised land when the promised land was already here, under their feet. What insanity is this to depend on an economy of gold and silver that serves no one but the corrupt.

I am weary of those that scream "Fear Mongerers, the kingdom of God is at hand." It is indeed but which God? The shadow government don't mind if we kill the elite. It helps to cover their tracks. They'll save the sad few that believe they are working for their best interest and sod the rest.

So how do we extract ourselves from this mess and can we? If the truth is love, do we just hug them and hope we don't get blown up?

How many times must I say this. Return to the earth, govern yourselves, that is all...or let them herd you into their camps of which most of us already are... the cities.

We are made of the substance of earth and it is from the earth that comes our healing and transition. She is waiting.